It's been a long time

Wow, it's almost impossible to beleive that it has been 9 months since we last wrote in this blog. I MUST start blogging A.S.A.P since I have more time now that I don’t have school work to do. Wahh hoo! Although part of me misses school because it was such a distraction. I must confess that ever since college graduation I have not attended church as often as I used to. And I need God in my life today!!! Not that I need to go to church in order to worship God, but I need that constant reminder from church about God.

I mean, has this ever happened to you? Have you ever eaten something so delicious that you get so sick of it and stop eating it! But after a while you crave for it again and you forget what it tastes like. Well, that’s my problem! I forgot what it’s like to constantly be in church. And it’s not that I am afraid to leave my ‘worldly’ friends and be judged by them. I think I am afraid to lose what I have now- my wonderful social life. My parties, the guy I’m seeing, salsa dancing, house music clubs, “social” drinking, etc. And I know God would give me greater things than the aforementioned, but it’s in my human “nature” to fear the unknown and question whether those greater things would happen! I need to learn how to trust God. Well, I do trust him but I guess not enough = (

If I could only let go of those fears, do you know how much I would accomplish??? If I can just risk everything for the most wonderful person in this world, God, do you know how much happier I would probably be now? I love my life but maybe a little something can be changed. And that little something can transform me. I will discuss this transformation in a later blog!

La S ♥