I think it's time to move on...

Dear Reader:

The most awkward situation occured today. I think this state of affairs is the sign I needed to move on. To whomever reads this: Remember, that everyone that appears to be your friend, does NOT always wish the best for you. Friendship is very valuable to me. I've been hurt twice in my life and I never want it to happen again. I think I can count with one hand, maybe two, how many people I count as friends. The other 2 women I share this blog with, I consider them family, they're too special to be just friends.

Ok, I attend church (a house of worship I've grown to love and hate) and I am very disappointed in my pastor and youth leader. They totally lost the focus of looking for Christ. Anyway, we're in a complicated situation at this moment that I won't share it because it won't edify you. If you are going through something similar, you are NOT alone. Should I go? Should I pray? Should I run? Or should I just stand strong? Lord... help me make this decision, I can't do it alone.

-Scared, upset, perturbed, concerned

C ♫